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Darn. I thought this post was going to be a happy, oh-so-in-love one… then you ruined it just by not being able to be there.

Last night i enjoyed thoroughly. I was with my older sister and being silly at the Sunday School party. I was ACTUALLY allowed that short checkered dress! Ally and i were giggling the night away, took pictures and all that stuff. She got to drive mom’s car for the first time and the food was good. Awesome. Keith was around and he was quite the man, since Alex and Bryan were not. It was just kind of girl-time with Ally and my mom at a new place. Lovely.

Then i went off for Joce’s birthday party. I did not fit in at all.. but i was with someone special so i was comfortable enough to want to stay longer. And she treated me really well. Only ever left me when she needed to. I’ll say.. i fell in love again.

Which is why i feel so rotten now. I tell you, LOVE BITES. Children, stay away from it if you can. For as long as possible anyway. I saw him last night and i will say, i did not like him being existent in one way or another. If i could, i would have turned green. And today she can’t even be there for me though i just really want her. Nothing else. It’s not too much to ask, is it? I was dreaming of you, darling, just an hour ago.. and i wake up and i’m robbed of it. Gone.

You don’t know how much that must hurt.

There’s too much i want to say.