May 26
Obviously from my last post you could tell i wasn’t too happy. Missing someone so bad and things were slightly sour for me.
For my own sakes then, i’ll actually record the happenings of my life just before this.
Exams began. MAAN was alright.. but Poetry&Drama wasn’t as alright. Too cold then. 
Been in and out of college. I miss Sabra! I still find that one.. very confusing. He asked me to marry him yesterday. LOL. Obviously a joke, but so random. The other one looked really good. Probably knew he needs his good looks to survive. And the older one.. he’s sweet. Something about him i don’t get, but i’m sorry i confused him. He thought i asked him to be my beau. I got a shock myself. The answer was No, anyway, simply because i was too young. xD
Haven’t seen my sayang Care-lyn-by on webcam in ages. Her hair long edi 
So weirdly funny. But see la.. what happens. I’ll make her cut it soon! Cannot tahan.
That whole issue with *her. Sighhhhhhh. I’m lost. But we’ll play along…
And i can’t remember much else.
This post is orange for the female Physics Genius in AU!
May 26
Carolynnnn Tiong. I promise, you just saved my entire night. Without your skirt story, i would’ve died.
Matthew, you are candy.
And Navid, your haircut is seriously fine, although so expensive.
I wish i could hug you guys.
Macster, come home.
May 06
I must admit, it really sucks to know that someone you thought was really nice to you actually wants to avoid you.
It really hurts to know that you can’t have someone because they’re far away, and that they feel the same way about you.
It pains to know that you can’t talk to any one about how you’re feeling, because they’ll either ridicule you or feel hurt. Worse, they may just not give a damn.
It feels like a waste when you’ve given so much for someone and they get the wrong vibe. They don’t like you.
It sucks when you need them and they don’t need you.
It hurts when they just don’t want to talk. It hurts worse when they get the wrong idea or impression and then laugh at you or mock you for it.
It bleeds, to know that you’re alone. And the ones you love are just, gone.
There are some people that have made things suck, hurt, painful and bleeding for me tonight.
But believe me, when i wake tomorrow, i will STAND.
May 01
Yes, sweethearts. I know it’s been ages since i posted that’s why i’ve got this whole load of guilt stuck inside. You know you missed me!
So much stuff has been happening. Like, loads. I’ve been busy studying and NOT studying at all. In fact, after my Lit mocks later i’ll be rushing off to MV for a good time with my sayang girls. 
I miss Carolyn so. Haven’t seen her on webcam in like, weeks? [Actually not even one week but then i rindu laa 
] And Matt has been really sweet. He has his reasons i suppose
I’ve been Rascal-Flatts-crazy. Listening to the same things every week. Carolyn dah tanya why i listen to them so many times. MUAHAHAHA. It’s called obsession.
Talking about obsessions, the I-ians have been absolutely whacko. One of them is an idiot heart-breaker, one is SO confused and SO confusing, there’s one who was REALLY naughty (yes, in that way, damnit) and another one in love. They stick together too much and it gets annoying sometimes. Sigh.. it won’t last long anyway all this. I hope not anyway.
I watched The Forbidden Kingdom. I’ve gotten mixed responses but I ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT. Call me an Americanised kid to the core, but i really liked it.
Exams coming. :s But i’m chilling. Been so stressed up lately and all that with SASA events and all that too. Hitakshi has been thrown around pretty bad too. I hope she’ll be okay. She’ll never read this but LOVE YOU GIRL.
Oh and Laura i miss you! Haven’t lunched with you FOREVER. And i miss my Macster. Been away SOOOOO bloody long and i want to smack him but then it’s for his own good so i’ll be patient. *bites lips*
Love. Hope you enjoyed that bit of my life!
