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I’ll make this orange because it reminds me of Carolyn, and her chance to start over.

I wish i were with her.

Everyday now.

My life sucks. There’s too much change for me to handle at a go. I wish i were at a new place, somewhere where i could start over. Where i don’t have to pretend to be bubbly and fun and loving because to the people there, i never was.

I can’t talk to anyone about how i feel. It’s just too wrong, how i feel. But i can’t help feeling this way. I tell bits and pieces to people, but it doesn’t help. I need to give it all away.

The whole SASA thing is not kicking off right. SIGH.

MY LIFE, BASICALLY, SUCKS.

Happy Belated Valentine’s Day, and Happy CNY.

Glad i could spread some sunshine.