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I’ll admit it, i woke up crying thinking about how you’re going to leave. I woke up afraid of being alone without you. I woke up with my heart breaking because i love you, and i don’t want to be without you. I woke up in the middle of a nightmare, and that nightmare was me just losing you to nothing.

It’s strange how i could see you and be so happy, and then come home and you’re the same reason i cry my eyes out before dinner. I’m not regretting you, I NEVER WILL, i just don’t know how i’m going to live without you. I never will be able to, but i need to adapt to your absence. I swear, it will be the hardest thing i do.

You’re just so wonderful. And i have to continue life without you. God really needs to help.