yeah. Merdeka Eve was fun, and packed with untouchable Hotties. either taken themselves, or too far away to flirt with. xD

and i am so so tired right now. don’t know why. but i have a bible test today which i detest. ACTS was fine, but this isn’t!

i am bored. and i miss Sugar Bear. have i mentioned, the bear came back? i am overjoyed. but at the same time sad.

i’ve been watching so much TV and not studying. sigh.

i want another long holiday. i am so so sick of studying and school.

life has been so so weird. and JunHsien said i was flattering. that’s weirder.

hmmm. i miss the 3 hotshots from Forum. and i wish the Merdeka Celebrations AND THE MEGASALES lasted longer!

i so so want the silk blue dress from Scarlet. it makes you feel sexy.

i can’t wait to see my buddies at SS but i don’t want sunday to come.

i am super nervous for my exams but i can’t seem to study hard or well for it. DAMN.

i want to eat chocolate.

i want to look better, or super good.

i want my man to tell me i’m all he wants. i want to feel wanted.

i have two or three blisters on my feet because of my retarde genius. i wore heels to walk almost 8 KM on Merdeka Eve.

i am SO lazy.

i feel like i am doomed. and depressed. just SO tired.

i am such a flirt. love you all.

LOL i just wish he was! he was so friendly and so good and so quick. and so funny! humble but not afraid to say what he wants to say.

and NO i am not crushing on him because he’s just not my type! i go for old-school, not modern and hair-styling. xD. but Dio is really good, and anyone reading this suddenly wants a haircut, go to X-Cut in TMD and ask for him! tell him Amelia recommended him, so that when i’m rich and famous one day he’ll have no qualms about being my pro-stylist. [yes, i'm such a dreamer]

anyway i know this is way random, but i haven’t blogged in a long time! it’s nearing the end of the holidays already. i’m so sad and nervous because my trials are coming and Accounts is the first paper! i don’t know whether i’m ready, there are a few chapters i haven’t mastered. OUCH. nothing much has happened except for a lot of things. i enjoyed hanging out with my Kah-Che the past few days!

nothing else to spew. except that i miss Sugar Bear cuz the bear went away!

love y’all.

i realised that today when i was singing the Jalur Gemilang song. i nearly know all the words by heart and i feel happy when i sing it! i don’t know why but i can’t wait till Merdeka day to watch all the happy celebrations. LOL. i’m so freaking proud of the fact that my best friends and i are a threesome from the three different [majority] races of the country.

and i love all the Malaysian fruits and vegetables, although i have not had the chance to try the ‘ulam’, because i think i’ll not like it. -_-" i might dislike the racial discrimination people have to go through, but not all people are that way. the Malaysian industries are getting better by the day and we are growing more and more independent and modern.

certain parts of History are no longer boring [as this blog entry of mine] because it’s Malaysian! yes, we have only been independent for 50 years, but we have gone further and grown faster than some countries. we have right mentalities at least.

i am sorry for boring [you] this far, but i had to say something. my friends would probably think i’m weird if i told this to them, xD

thanks for reading, buddies. TRIALS coming.. damn. so i won’t be here for some time. yes?

BIG HONEY BUNCHES OF LOVE.

it’s just sucky! first thing is because i don’t like not being able to do something in the morning assemblies about people running around and making noise. secondly is because i don’t get to go for recess early. third is because my junior still isn’t quite sure what to do and all i can do is watch.

but i guess people have to learn to move on. i just need some getting used to, i hope. anyway it’s been ages since i blogged. 2 weeks? Ashikin’s birthday came and went. got her this hot-top i just fell in love with! my feet look like they belong to a Burberry model’s with the black stripes now too. awfully cute, if they didn’t smudge so much! sheesh.

i’m still trying to get the fact that they broke up. friends, it seems. but if any of you hear about bombings in Sweden, then the AHA caused it okay? some guy’s balls probably would have gotten blown off! xD

and hmmm.. prefect’s installation yesterday. our song was rather weird, and so was the whole thing. i didn’t get any flowers because there wasn’t enough. SAD-NESS.

oh and if any of you need models soon, call me. i’ve got myself, Carolyn and Belle to do the L-sign super bimbotically.

loves!