and super nervous about it! sigh. i have no idea why but i miss my 15th year, and i don’t want to leave it behind.

tonnes has happened lately! LitNite was great! and the UNHCR carnival was a rather touching one. i loved it. besides that i’ve made a lot of new friends which i adore! i got lovely presents from Piki, Jeya, WenYuin, Mabel and Daarshie. they’re awfully sweet. had so many dilemmas about my career and future, and my exams results really sucked! big time!

so anyway, i miss a lot of people, especially Martin! and Weng Siong is going to the Aus soon, i think i’ll miss him too really, although i’ve only just begun to get to know him. it’s sad how flowerbuds are so easily nipped by education. xD

i want to be the one of Ban Ki Moon’s successors! i love Joshua for giving me the idea. MUAHAAHHAHAHA. if only. but i will i tell you all here, that i will be someone big someday. i will be influential and loved, whatever it takes.

and yes, i love my star even though he can be quite an ass. LOL.

i love Jesus Christ. thank god for giving me life everyday.

send me flowers if you miss me!

yeahh! Penang was a pretty pretty place, and the bridge was heck making me nervous but the view was beautiful from it. The whole thing overall wasn’t as good as last year’s but i made new friends, the funniest one being Mr. Err! there were one or two hotties [perry/ken], a bit older but hey, young boys are no fun! i speak from experience, xD! and WengSiong was nice enough to bring RumNRaisin chocolate. teehee!

before that there was loads of ELDS practice. i am Grumpy Dwarf and Perseus. both are fine, today was kind of fun during practice! now it’s the whole costume thing i’m worrying about. sigh.

Aaargh! debate. we have the Octofinals coming up on Saturday and guess what? i have NOTHING prepared. i find it annoying we can’t bring ourselves to be serious about the whole thing, but there’s nothing we can really do about the distractions and stuff. can’t wait to see Laura and bug her though. MUAHAHA.

will sign out now!

love y’all!