i totally screwed my life up today. my Moral paper was a load of crap, and my AddMath2 was another load of crap. everything i did today was to ruin my own life. i could have done so much better, i don’t know why i didn’t. i screwed up numbers that were right in front of my fat face. i forgot things i have been memorising for months now. how could i have done such a thing? and the worst part is, i was so cool about it then.
i hate my devil-may-care attitude. maybe it was God who was there to calm me down, but how come he couldnt just stay till now? i feel like the world is ending really, and i’m depressing the people around me. where are my comforters when i need them? god alone knows. god alone knows whether my life is screwed or not either. i have to wait 3 tormenting weeks to get m exam papers back, and i probably will die of depression then.
before i die, i love you all. don’t forget.
and if you like, drop me a note of sympathy or condolences before i really blow. :’(
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