yeah, i am. but decided to drop by a little while just to tell you guys i’m exhausted. LOL.

had fun ‘talking’ to Kenny just now when Ashikin was here.

will go. very lazy laa to type out a lot of things.

xoxox.

because sometimes i find it annoying that unknown bloggers blogs are featured, not my friends’ blogs, so i wonder whether anyone else is as bugged as me.

anyway besides that i haven’t got much to say. Today was sunday, and a good one because i haven’t had so much LAUGH with Noreen and Carolyn in ages! Carolyn has ADORABLE siblings. Jocelyn, Shawn and the cutest, Adelyn. i was screaming for laughter the whole time we were downstairs, they [carolyn, siblings and cousins] were like this HUGE family of babies crossing the street! Joce is pretti-ness. and Adelyn is so so cute laaaaa. OMG. Alicia is back to being shy with me, i haven’t talked to her in ages, but she looks just like she was ages ago. Pretty.

it’s back to [damned] school tomorrow. exams are on Friday, shit, and i really have no idea about anything to do with school. had not-so-fun-of-a-holiday and homework made it worse. my Environmental Week is OMG and i’m dying laa. haihz.

won’t be seeing Carolyn for two months. damn. passed them their presents from CH already. so funny la but anyway.

gotta go. i’m so so not in any mood.

xoxox

p/s: i wanna adopt black babies. i really do. but Twinxx..?

LOL. my sister didn’t know what UFO was, and she’s 13 so i yelled at her and she started annoying me with weird names. she came out with a million but that one was hilarious! we fought, though not very long ago and i feel like hitting her. sigh*

woke up at 7.30 because my dad yelled for us to go swimming. Adeline passed so it was just me and dad, and i’m so so tired now after only 11 100m laps! i haven’t been swimming in ages, sigh, need to start again soon before i really do swim like a drowning duck. it was so funny!

We (my whole family and Bryan) went for a vacation to Cameron’s on CNY day 1. it was frickin’ cold, but it was so good to be breathing clean veggie-ish air. we bought loads and loads of veggie and walked around Brinchang town every night for 3 days. ate maggi-noodles-in-a-cup everyday and that was good because it was shivering cold. we rented an apartment which was not bad at all, i shared a room with just my 13-year-old sister so it was quite usual. no ghosts or anything, maybe we just slept really well LOL.

have tonnes and loads and trucks of homework but i haven’t really tried hard completing it. LOL. i’m so so lazy and right now just exhausted because of my swimming trip! so sleepy laa. >_< tests are next friday and here i am blogging.

anyway if you guys are bored check out Tini’s blog on Hot.Fm’s website. that’s my Godbrother in the picture with her! so so funny.

gotta go! love y’all, have a happy Chinese New Year. don’t eat too much!!

xoxox.

but i feel better now. finally released what i had to, and told him how i was feeling. to me, things are almost back to normal. needs some adjustments though.

Lisa is from Q-Dees as well! i’m like in shock, knowing she is and how we competed against each other and she remembers me, and my drum boo-boo back in kindergarten. OMG. i’m like, so excited!

the holidays are FINALLY here! i spent the last three days in agony, studying my head off for [Hitakshi and Ashikin and Adila] and finishing homework before the holidays! sigh* i’m tired out, and aching and tension-ing like mad.

the Chinese New Year is on Sunday, and we’re going to Cameron’s then, so if you guys miss me, message/text me! i’m gonna miss being online, definitely and all of you who read here. i’m kinda running out of things to say although tonnes has happened during the three days before this.

i’m just tired, and i wanna say thanks (again) Carolyn, for being there for me.

please have fun during the holidays, people! love you all, (for once) and i can’t wait to talk to many of you again.

xoxox.

love and kisses.

amelia bp.

we freaking lost the first round of Wira Debate! usually Assunta makes it quite far, but the FIRST round? we’re losers, man! the only consolation is that i won Best Speaker of the round, and we lost with something. sigh.

the teachers were being supportive and encouraging, but obviously disappointed in us. we tried so hard, but it wasn’t enough. sigh*

anyway, enough of that upsetting news. let’s talk about Sunday! I went out with Noreen, Carolyn and Bernice and Adeline as well, and met up with Laura later that day! we were just walking around until Laura came. passed her her birthday Heineken (LOL) and had waffle with her. it was so fun after ages of not being able to see her nor talk to her and missing her party. sigh*

but someone else was being so not fun on that day. won’t mention who, but i feel like kicking her for being self-centred and assuming. sheesh.

last night i misunderstood, and i thought it was the end. it really wasn’t, but i cried like it was. i don’t ever want that to happen. my goodness. Carolyn? thanks for being there last night even though it was like, midnight. you always make me happi-er at least. *hug!*

should go now. crapping a lot. heehee!

love y’all!

xoxox.

i actually woke up only because i got a text from my buddy which practically YELLED at me "she needs you, get off that lazy ass". so the next thing i do is wake up and come online, but my Web don’t sign in and i feel like bashing up the computer. i so need to talk to her about EVERYTHING and make her feel better, but i can’t for now so i’m building up tension in my head, but it’s not like i didn’t have enough this afternoon.

we had a mock debate today with the form 3s where there was no winner, but the teachers and us form fives were yelling at everything possible and REALLY debating for the first time in my life! it was cool, everyone was really at the top of their lungs, but no hard feelings whatsoever. next week is Wira, but i guess none of you knew that because i’ve been so so busy with a lot of things, and still will be, so i’m DYING la, dying.

so other than that, i really got nothing to voice out anymore, because these were at the top of my head.

Carolyn, if you read this, i love you!! don’t be too down, because i’m always here to prevent you from sinking too low. (i’m denser, if you get what i mean).

loves. sweetheart. xoxox