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this is the first time in the holidays that i haven’t blogged in 48 hours! my two sisters have gone for the youth rally, which i somehow do not regret missing. i just miss my sisters. a lot. the house is so so quiet, and i have noone to actually converse with or make music with. shopping, however is a different ordeal. my parents only have one child to keep happy, and are doing well!

we went to Ikea and One Utama today, and spent about 6 hours altogether, eating, walking, buying Christmas Deco and letting Mom try on $300++ suits. Dad tried on one shirt and stopped because of the way i was nagging at his dressing. haha* but now, my feet are hurting me like hell and it’s really torturous having to even sit down. i need to lie down, which is impossible to do after 1 and a half slices of Daim-Almondy Cake. we met Paul there, somewhere in U Parkson, and we’re all wondering who’s girlfriend she was.

right now i am very unhappy about his* whereabouts. i don’t like the idea of him* going to noisy pubs with people who may not exactly be the right group. i mean, i think it’d be cool to hang out at places like that, but just months ago he was saying how annoyed he was with ‘them’ and now they’re out. i dunno, maybe i prefer the elite.

so anyway, as i was saying, nothing feels right. not physically, mentally or emotionally. i’m drained. maybe because most of the people i love have like, ‘abandoned’ me. i just felt obliged to blog, i hope you guys enjoyed this. post #110.

xoxox. Merry Christmas.