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yeah. the next time i’ll be able to take a breather is on the 29th of December. till then, i have EVERY DAY packed to the brim. if you really want to know what i want to do, message me. i wouldn’t wanna bore anyone else.

so anyway, things have been nothing but stressful for me. i want to just go out shopping and buy christmas presents but all i’ve gotten so far is a stiff neck and no time for myself. i just finished two accounts exercises and have to go for some really (annoying) practice that i can’t get out of. this is getting worse, and soon, it’ll turn into the worst christmas ever.

although he was acting like an asshole yesterday night (he admitted it!), he apologised (i think), and told me exactly what i wanted and needed to hear. i really regret ever telling him that i might leave him after about two years, because even now, 4 days away from two years, i can’t bear to even think of it. it’s like throwing my heart, brains and pancreas away. i can’t live without him, really. and not just because i’m being sweet and romantic and all that. it shows.

so anyway, if i don’t get to blog till the 29th, merry and blessed christmas to you all! i love you lots and keep rocking!!

-tired out, xoxox-