so anyway, on Christmas Day we had a small party-lunch-thing at our house. everything was a mess and everywhere! i had Ashikin and Adila over, and they did not even have half the food we bought them. all these skinny babies. LOL.

then at night we went to my dad’s friend’s house for dinner. the food was SO good! indian food. yumm. made some new friends. Shalini was quite quite sweet. very nice and funny.

and anything that happened after that, i can’t remember! we’re now in 2007 already, so HAPPY NEW YEAR to all who read here! we went to the Curve yesterday, and found out many other malaysians did too. jammed packed nuts. weird. supposed to meet up with Fr Martin for a movie, but nothing happened. wanna whack the feller soon.

still sayang my Twinkles. a lot. but not well the feller. -_-

if i remember anything worth typing out i will soon, babies. love you all lots lots. miss Noreen. flew off to bangkok and doesn’t want to come back. sheesh. LOL.

xoxox.

amelia.

been like, SUPER busy. christmas this year was a huge mess, and not very christmasie somehow. too many things to do, and on my mind. projects and work, caroling, the Cantata, parties here and there. everything was a blob.

i’ll start from the 23rd. in the day, shopping as usual. at night we went to Doreen Ooi’s home to carol for her party. my man was around, but there was this huge misunderstanding and i ended up in tears. cried till i slept. next morning was the eve. in the morning, we stayed home, but by afternoon i realised i had nothing to wear for Midnight Mass, so off we went to buy me something. got a shirt, finally and went home. then to church for the cantata.

all of us were tensioning, and in the end the cantata wasn’t too good. been better, definitely. midnight mass was cramped up like mad. i sat on the piano stool, and the psalms were so not good. another block of stress there.

LOL. that, was what i call random. but i think it had something to do with the Yellow Man last night! everyone thought he was like some FLM member, but no, he was my man. so cute. and yeah, he has a hot boot!

so anyway, choir practice yesterday was kind-of fun. we sounded like crap, but i got to bond with Cheryl (LOL) and i made a new friend. Damian. hot dude, and seemed really nice and friendly type-of-guy. went for Penitential Service at church after the 4-hour ‘choir practice’ and Noreen Ann is such an annoying, funny, idiotic, lovable person. i don’t know what to do about her. -_-" damnn.

well anyway, besides that i have nothing else to write about. christmas is in one week and i haven’t done much. no christmas presents, nothing. sigh**

will go. off!

xoxox.amelia

yeah. the next time i’ll be able to take a breather is on the 29th of December. till then, i have EVERY DAY packed to the brim. if you really want to know what i want to do, message me. i wouldn’t wanna bore anyone else.

so anyway, things have been nothing but stressful for me. i want to just go out shopping and buy christmas presents but all i’ve gotten so far is a stiff neck and no time for myself. i just finished two accounts exercises and have to go for some really (annoying) practice that i can’t get out of. this is getting worse, and soon, it’ll turn into the worst christmas ever.

although he was acting like an asshole yesterday night (he admitted it!), he apologised (i think), and told me exactly what i wanted and needed to hear. i really regret ever telling him that i might leave him after about two years, because even now, 4 days away from two years, i can’t bear to even think of it. it’s like throwing my heart, brains and pancreas away. i can’t live without him, really. and not just because i’m being sweet and romantic and all that. it shows.

so anyway, if i don’t get to blog till the 29th, merry and blessed christmas to you all! i love you lots and keep rocking!!

-tired out, xoxox-

ahaha. just like 5 seconds ago, Mayuri, Xiao Hui and Kah Hui were looking over my shoulder. LOL. they’re here because the camp i’ve been slogging my ass off for was cancelled halfway and we weren’t allowed the night. sheesh.

but we had fun the rest of the time anyway…the games were like, super fun. shaving-cream on balloons and in my hair was a whack-o idea!!  making some new friends out of acquaintances was the best part of course.

so anyway… yesterday i had a real bad day. everything was so stressful and weird. the 4 hour ‘youth choir’ practice was horrid and my supposedly best friend totally got on top of my brains. hubbie was like (aiyo) and this IDIOT threatened to hack my account. so annoying k. i wish he would die.

anyway, that was about it. i am getting bored with blogging nowadays. nothing much about me is interesting.

xoxox. thanks for reading anyway.

and for a reason i cannot reveal now, nor here. sigh* it sucks having to keep to yourself, when the someone you think you can talk to is unavailable. where are your brothers when you need ‘em? :’(

so anyway, haven’t been up to much lately, except that i cleaned my room and helped clean the damned* fish tank today. i hate that fish, and i had to get all dirty, icky and gross just because my dad loves the dumb fish oh-so-much. and have i mentioned? there’s this lady at TC class called UNCOUTH, cuz she is and i HATE her too. oh so bad. i wished she’d die!

besides that, i’ve just been tired out somehow. Gavin Chiew was being SO SO annoying last night. my goodness. i left off after a while, that was mean i guess. but anyway…

i have nothing else to type out nowadays. things are too routine. but when Ashikin came over yesterday we did out BIO project and it was fun teaching her how to play the piano and we were laughing and crapping about stupid stuff. heehee* what would i do without her?!?!?

will go now, xoxox.

this is the first time in the holidays that i haven’t blogged in 48 hours! my two sisters have gone for the youth rally, which i somehow do not regret missing. i just miss my sisters. a lot. the house is so so quiet, and i have noone to actually converse with or make music with. shopping, however is a different ordeal. my parents only have one child to keep happy, and are doing well!

we went to Ikea and One Utama today, and spent about 6 hours altogether, eating, walking, buying Christmas Deco and letting Mom try on $300++ suits. Dad tried on one shirt and stopped because of the way i was nagging at his dressing. haha* but now, my feet are hurting me like hell and it’s really torturous having to even sit down. i need to lie down, which is impossible to do after 1 and a half slices of Daim-Almondy Cake. we met Paul there, somewhere in U Parkson, and we’re all wondering who’s girlfriend she was.

right now i am very unhappy about his* whereabouts. i don’t like the idea of him* going to noisy pubs with people who may not exactly be the right group. i mean, i think it’d be cool to hang out at places like that, but just months ago he was saying how annoyed he was with ‘them’ and now they’re out. i dunno, maybe i prefer the elite.

so anyway, as i was saying, nothing feels right. not physically, mentally or emotionally. i’m drained. maybe because most of the people i love have like, ‘abandoned’ me. i just felt obliged to blog, i hope you guys enjoyed this. post #110.

xoxox. Merry Christmas.

went to Fraser’s for caroling practice. 6 people, including me, turned up. so we ended up just talking nonsense and using vulgarities about nothing. i learnt two phrases that are so so annoying but man, "take it lightly, take it lightly!" " i don’t feel good man, don’t feel good seeing your face.", so funny!

so anyway, other than that i went for a meeting at school this morning… for the camp thing. it was kind of funny laa, with Ka Yee creating nothing but -kecoh- for us. Lion Ivan popped up suddenly, giving me a scare, but we chatted a while after that. i never knew he drove a Waja. oh damn!

my maid is a useless piece of crap anyway. she was making so much noise just now that i couldn’t sleep. i yelled at her and she just laughed. i hate her and her guts right this moment. every bit of it. i need to get back at her.

my Twinkles been a bit down lately. problems after problems. sigh* i wish i could just cuddle him and put him to sleep when he can’t fall asleep. i love him. awwww*

gotta go! love y’all. most of you anyway.

xoxox.

yeah, we did, so my blog today gon’ be a bright jingly red and green. heehee* our tree this year only has red and silver deco, cuz i was getting kind of sick of our rock-a-horse and beary tinsel-ie stuff. we went to Ikea (pronounced eye-kee-ah) and got a whole box of silver plastics and i’m quite pleased. :)*

other than that i haven’t been up to much. the Nanny was hilarious as ever, and my phone has pretty much been quiet. i woke up late this morning. i do want to go for Cantata practice tonight, but we’re supposed to learn the Rap version of a few carols tonight. sigh* let’s hope my parents are in as terribly good mood tonight.

hmmm…my Webmessenger is throwing it’s dumb tantrums again. it won’t frickin’ sign me in properly. damn* it takes so so long to get sane. sheesh. had grammie’s asam laksa for lunch. it was good, although, plain leftover. my grammie is the best at cooking anything, even if baby* insists Helen does best. ahaha*

well, other than all that, i have nothing else to spew. lucky dudes. keep rocking y’all! love, xoxox.

oh yeah. we went to go look for new textile for curtains and i got what i wanted after an hour. weehee! my mom probably felt like strangling me or something. she liked these gordie old looking flowery cloths which turned my insides at the thought of having those in our kitchen. LOL.

well anyway, choir practice yesterday was kind of funny yet annoying and my man is so cute. adrian is either getting married or becoming the next pope, so i’m still waiting for an answer! haha. it was good of Lanie’s nephew to try out but as Al’s bro says, a big disappointment to some of us. sigh*

so anyways, sorry about the abrupt ending of my last post. i’m not exactly free to use the laptop most of the time. today Ally and i had a great time at the piano and singing pop and oldies. it was kind of bonding while de-rusting our talents at the same time. Adeline is now sick, probably because of the virus that hopped off me onto her. heehee*

will go now! love my man. xoxox.