and guess who’s? JP! goodness. his face is all over everyone’s friendster page. i see it over and over i feel like i’ve known him all my life. oh damn! and it gets to me not because i dont have a pict with him (please!), it’s like people adore him. he’s hot, maybe, but so totally everywhere. aiyaaaa. LOL.

anyway, life is too short to be worrying about how hot he is and how many of my friends would love to be his missus. it’s one day less to the end of SPM! and i totally can’t wait for Happy Feet. i’ll call it the RyRy movie! but Twinkles puppie don’t wanna watch. so sad. but i’m hoping for dinner date. xD

we went for carolling practice for the BEC yesterday night. Aunta Patricia bought Domino’s. ahaha. i got a solo for Rudolph. my god. but it was too boring to be worthy of my missing Cantata practice! and the SM kids didn’t bother talking to me so i didn’t either. i guess life’s just that way. -_-"

i’m off now! gotta get showered. xoxox. thanks for reading!

I LOVE MY TWINKLES PUPPIE!

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just got home from my Leo meetings. it’s getting harder to get people together for such events, and i hate calling people who never call their people. sigh. i can’t wait to go watch Happy Feet with my chickies this sunday! it’s gonna be awesome. POSER habis.

but i have to bring my sister along and her friends. ooops. i have to babysit to get 10 milligrams of freedom. but i’ll be there 2-10 pm. NUT crazy my feet gonna stop circulating everything. LOL. i miss my Twinkles. wanna have dinner date.

so anyways…nothing  much else to blog about except that i’ve gotta  study more this holidays. my dad gave me this half-lecture half-reminiscent thing in the car earlier about how he didn’t have to do yadda-yadda… damn! this kind of sucks.

anyway gotta stop whining. whoever reads this, keep rocking and stay cool. smile a lot and check out the bulletins i post too! i only post good stuff.

love y’all! and of course my Twinkles. xoxox.

i just realized my elder sister blogs too. and i read the first part of it and she sounds kind of childish. almost cute! she’s been upset lately that her boyfriend was out’a town. now he’s back she’s alright again, i hope..

we went for Choir practice yesterday! it was so good to be back and singing. it’s the passion i guess. we began with cantata songs. and Twinkles was there. SO HOT! i like. but he sat behind the ex. i was turning green! xD

listening to Billy Gilman. and guess what? I’M NOT A MOM YET! ahaha. my best friend arrived not too long ago and decided to make it a joke. heeehee.

i thought i had a lot to blog about. Noreen you’re nuts and so is your mom. heeehee. Laura hurry up with your SPM. i’m rotting at home waiting for your misery (and mine) to be over!

will go now! keep rocking you all out there who read here.  i love my tWinkles.

i am a silly tweet! i didn’t confront Twinkles about some things and ended up sobbing for (apparently) no reason. we ‘berbaik-ed’ this morning though. but i am still feeling a bit heavy emotionally. and to Noreen…big SORRY for being evil last night! i was upset and all and i know i shouldn’t have lepaskan on you…sorry babe!

Twinkles means a lot to me. oh gawd.

anyway…i have nothing else to blawg about. gotta run again!

i’ve never felt so disillusioned about having someone to love..never felt so lonely and actually, a bit crazy. i am annoyed with people around me and the cake i baked did not work out fine at all. i don’t have Adobe 6.0 and can’t edit a dumb form, and i freaking don’t know what CLD exams we’re taking on the 2nd of December. worst off, President isn’t picking up and not helping in any god-forsaken way.

but yesterday we had quite some fun at KLCC! i volunteered to usher the guests in for the Charity Premiere of The Red Kebaya and met all sorts of people! my Vinccis broke before anything could begin, and we had to buy a new pair. Isabel had to announce it to all Leos and Lions present that we needed to shoe-shop. very funny actually. weird people were staring, and eccentric people had to ask all sorts of questions and stare at our uniforms! it was weird, especially with the salesgirl at Tommy H’s booth. SCARI-FYING.

then the actual work, not too hard because i only ushered,not ask for money! got home with painful feet and tired brains.

gotta run!

today’s been a weird day. i woke up feeling all geared up to clean my room but wasn’t feeling too healthy so i took my ‘drugs’ and watched some TV. then my daddy comes bursting out the room and yells at me to turn in off. so i slam the door and actually start cleaning. even though most of my EENT was block i wiped up all the dust with Dettol solution and now i’m feeling damn good!

today is Noreen’s last day of exams. i hope she did okay. just spoke to my ‘lil sis’ and if anyone besides my ‘lil sis’ can guess who my ‘lil sis’ is i’ll buy the person ice-cream! ahaha. i’m confusing myself.

this whole IMVU thing is really nuts but Ashikin got me in it. non-stop stories about Mr.I-can’t-speak-english from La France and Mr.I’m-so-smart! kind of funny most of the time. when it’s not ‘random’, right Ashikin?

hmmm…i didn’t go to school today and i feel like i’ve got tonnes of time. sigh. illusions. Ryan Cabrera. damn. anyway any Leos want to do the CLD test please contact me ASAP! i’ve got the registration form with me. and for your info camp is on the 12th and 13th of December. Pn Jas called me earlier. i think she was screwing me. hardly listened but anyway…LOL.

should stop blabbing. my ‘lil sis’ has gone to sleep! i think i should too before my body thinks it’s not getting enough rest and breaks down again.

love y’all! and especially my Twinkles baby. <3<3<3

yeah, you might be wondering why i said that. i got the dumb thing, that’s why. now i’m having a horrid throat, a temperature and flu. sheesh. skipped school today and wondering how everything did. just called Ashikin and found out i missed BIO! woohoo! LOL. but they got to help teacher and play around. that so ain’t fair.

i’m not feeling too well so i’m going to make this whole thing purple. my colour. rats. i miss my Twinkles so so much! and i now realize the wonders of drugs. taking my medicine was the best thing i did today. sleep was absolutely lovely.

i wonder what Laura is doing right now. her joke a few nights ago i didn’t take seriously and now i’m half-dead. somehow she and i got this thing of telling each other exactly what to do but we don’t and end up screwed. it’s funny…sometimes.

got Noreen’s sms about her going to fail chemistry? getting a bit worried becausse she’s not replying me now. sigh. i feel for her and it’s getting confusing.

going off now. keep rocking y’all!

again, my brain is drained for something to type. life is almost stereotype that the holidays are approaching. i’m off sunday school already. it’s a TV filled sunday afternoon and somehow ‘things’ are sour. sigh. let’s hope a new colour scheme today brings about a new wind.

Laura texted me a few nights back after we talked online…she was being so sweet and outta this world! dunno why. i have been praying for her since. k Laura? got what you wanted right? study study. SPM in a few days!

had custard apple this morning! yummy. and chicken rice. i haven’t had that for ages. JESSE MCCARTNEY IS A **CK*D UP IDIOT MONKEY! he has no right to call Ryan Cabrera a faggy gay twerp because he’s a bigger one himself. i gotta get something done, but to all my REAL friends out there, BOYCOTT!

i love my Twinkles even though he was being not nice just now. manchester lives!

yeah after dila and shikin and tira the gang came back we were snapping like mad! before that the SEWO party was on! i ‘emceed’ LOL and after that had to layan Rotarion Kevin and the teachers. pizza was good. had so much Twisties! Boon May was being funny the whole time.

i made coke-tail! it was good. Rotarion Kevin called it drain-water but liked it and had a whole cup! ahaha. it was funny hanging out with the juniors…but i think they mistook me and was trying to be close to me the whole time. i kind of felt uncomfortable. some girl (i didn’t even know her name) was prepared to follow me home! wonder why. LOL.

i’m teaching Mike malay now. he’s funny. today i saw Laura for like two minutes i think. it was really weird. sigh. dunno why. but Christina agreed to band-up with us! yeay!

listening to lonestar now. love ‘em totally! miss Noreen but she’s going off for her stupid camp. sheesh.

i-dee-ot monkey! gotta go. xoxox. i love my Twinkles so much. *massage*