i haven’t been sleeping good for ages! always after 12 and early wake-up time. damn i feel so exhausted. been doing weird work for days now…and this morning woke up and felt like a frog, and aunt corinne didn’t come! panic panic. it’s so crazy.

i don’t know what to do about her. sigh. life sucks right now. and i wonder how she’s taking it. it’s so unfair to me…but she doesn’t see it.

anyway..Twinkles is back! was explaining how they did Rob-B-Hood and it was hilarious. so good to hear him laugh. *melting*

thazz about it i got to write today. went for Laura’s Award presentation. proud of her as most of my friends should know…especially her herself. she looked so so cute! crazy about football as ever.

rock on…and Carolyn…i miss you! LOL!

yeah! uploaded some new pictures and yes..i blogged again as proven obvious. re-did my profile stuff. weehee!

anyway… we went to Rumah Kasih today and the kids there were tiny! so small and so so adorable…and they stuck to me like glue. anyway i finally have my kerja amal project done. yeay!

noreen ann you are something!

love my Twinkles baby.

i got fourth placing for the end-of-term exams! yay! not so bad after all. expected la with all the smart crazies in my class. haha.

some dumb fool ‘complained’ about certain people to the principal! LOL. i totally agree with WK that she’s a COWARD. i mean who still writes letters to teachers to complain about being bullied AND not daring to confront the people face-to-face?? so childish. besides…no action’s been taken so it was a big waste of SISSY energy and ink. haha!

happy deepavali and selamat hari raya to everyone or anyone at all. we deserve a long break after the exam(inations) and finally getting it!weeheez!

i’m not talking to her. going for Laura’s award-presentation thing on 29th! ahaha. so bangga for something that is not even mine. anyway it’s 26 days to SPM so form five-s study super hard la k!

love my Twinkles puppy pie. wheeeeekz!

but with the same person! it’s this whole new phase i’m going through with my twinkle star. just yesterday i was crying and sobbing…but the smses i got afterward really made me realize i could die without him. i realized that i’ve given my all even though i didn’t get back exactly what i needed…and i’ve gone an extra mile to be in love. something i’ve never done. and knowing i love him and he loves me is making me weak inside and out!

anyway i am so so proud of Laura! she got a full scholarship from Help and she deserves it! ahaha..finally she’ll be able to pay for my flight ticket to Old Trafford! weeheehee!

Noreen is a funny lovable sight. love her la. she has all these freaks around her that adore her and call her their ‘man’ although they know she’s MY BEST BUDDY and it’ll remain that way for ages and ever!the youth gathering yesterday was not too bad if only that weird Diana girl were not around. eeeyyyyyeerrrr *_*

my marks are not too bad this exams except for bio and chem. i officially hate Pn. (***) for life. annoying. anyway manchester united rocks and i’m totally sleepy so bubbye buds!

*twinklesfweek*

it’s crazy. been sneezing like mad the whole morning! tonight i’m going to Trinity for Lantern! Su Jean is in my room asleep probably. i should go and sleep too. my god my whole head feels like it could be sneezed off.

i miss my Twinkles. got nothing else to write here except that it was good hanging out with old friends lately. can’t wait to check Carolyn out after her balik kampung last weekend. wahhahaahaha. the exam marks i got back recently were quite okay except for history. crappie.

did my english oral test already. thank god! gonna get to sleep now though. yawning like mad.

*missing my puppy*

yeah like tonnes has happened! exams were done and i went for camp and i talked to LO and Love Me Butch and i fought with a lot of people and i’ve had parties and bumped into presidents and all that! it’s been a crazy life the past few weeks! almost a month since i blogged and informed the world that i am still alive. i miss my Twinkles a lot lot and i do miss Laura too! did not see her today. my exam marks are still live-able! shucks.-_-"

right now i feel like killing *her* i hate her and her stupid team and i’m not afraid to say it. i HATE ALL OF THEM TO THE VERY ENDS OF A RAT’S ASS! they think they’re so so super great when they’re actually just bloody ****e* up!

ahaha i hope noone reads this and starts teasing but JLO is so my idol now! he’s this cool happening dude with a great career and even Pn Zainon thinks its good that ashikin and i got someone to look up to. anyway yo guys Aqua Grandeza( which is about the coolest event of the year) is now on the 22nd of December at Sunway Surf Pool at the Lagoon and proceeds go to more than 15 charitable organizations so get your cool butts there to give some kids some new hope! it’s all in the name of love so show some love to ‘em and besides tonnes of local bands gonna be hipping up the place and AN INTERNATIONAL ARTIST (whom i will not be ashamed of revealing later) is gonna be rocking the place at night! tickets are rm35 and the event is like this 3pm-2am thing so work hard to get those tickets yeah!

van nistelrooy is hot as ever and so is Tn. Weng and J. Hang!!! OMG!

loving my puppy pie. yummm.