i’m so so confused with everything around me. yesterday was a lovely but horrid day. we went to the Rumah Impian near church and i came home so exhausted. i spent a lot of time with a new friend but now i’ve been thinking about it. am i replacing someone? or am i trying to get back at her for what she’s doing? i feel sick. with myself and i think i am.

whatever it is the kids there were so cool. Yoha, Shamini, Shantini, Rose, Uthaya, Seng Hui and the rest. totally friendly and adorable.

finals is next tuesday and i’m leaving for camp this friday afternoon. back only on sunday. OMG. mr clement will be leaving on friday! quite sad how things end so fast sometimes. he has a nice smile. now don’t get me wrong i’m still heart-wrenched that my Twinkles is in Pg AGAIN. sigh. it sucked seeing him at church with that girl. holding the stupid bunch of flowers. so annoying.

anyway if there’s anything else i’ll post here asap. ryan rawkz. i miss Lauwa! good luck babes if you ever read here! -i.m.heart-ing.twinkles-