everything seems to be screwed up but not seriously. it’s back to my old routine but it’s different! i want more time with my boo boo but it just can’t seem to happen. this whole prefect thing is weird. fun but too demanding? i dunno what to say. and i’ve decided i’m going to shut up for the rest of mr. clement’s classes! he’s a mean-pot. sigh.

Annishka was being weird today. she was being SISSY! LOL! and this Laura damn suka wanna kacau. and then..i got this dumb emails saying that the emails i sent to aidil and lan tak jadi kena send. i’m so sleepy now but then tonight got TC class.

nothing much else except a lot of mod. maths work to do! gotta get my ass workin’.

signing off yo. love my boo boo!

yeah i come back from a great week of fun from langkawi..and then my pals tell me they didn’t get posts in like the two active-st clubs in school? i never expected any because well i was away but Shikin and Dila?? total unfairness. it’s always the same people getting posts and jobs while the real good stuff gets hidden away just because they’re not in ‘the gang’. sheesh. i’m thinking about quitting while i’m not necessary. my goodness.

anyway that’s about all i have to say. i have to say **** is an asshole though. i mean she’s got something good but she’s throwing it away. sigh. i almost thought she had brains!

anyway Lolly thanks for the huggies and spoiling. been a nice weekend. gotta say i miss Nadzri Fareen and Aidil! miss-calling and smsing in the middle of the night. rather sweet of ‘em! can’t wait to get back to school though. wanna find out what been happening while i was gone.

going to get going. LOL. some fish died and i so called have to get ’studying’ soon. anyway i’m happy i got cheap fererro rocher back at langkawi. just had to say it!

I LOVE MY TWINKLES!

yeah. i haven’t been around for SO SO loooong! and i’m quite sure none of you missed me though. i’ve got so much to write here but i don’t know where to start.

Wilderness Adventure camp was a BOMB! i could’ve died there and here’s why   :

^ we had to build our own toilets

^ we had to cook our own food

^ we had to sleep on the ground

^ we didn’t bathe for 4 days

^ no phones, radios, electricity. i almost died without my twinkles. horrible experience.

but the fun stuff… i made so many new friends! they’re : Syahmi, Salihahs, Zack, Najwa, Aidil, Nadia, Salmah, Fareen, Nadzri, Miza, Kevin, Violly, Monses, Aisa, Salmiah and Lan! these people are so fun to live with but we’ve also had our fair share of fighting…but the experience was great.not forgetting Bang Faizal and Kak Miera, Cikgu Shikin and cikgu Najib! cooking our own food and following each other to the toilet…debrief and sessions at night…looking for torchlights in the dark. sIGH. i kinda’ miss them already. and Aidilku tidak tersayang…kalau boleh berhenti berhentilah kamu. dah janjikan aku kena tunaikan jugak. hish.

i almost killed myself yesterday. i’ve never been closer to a break-up than the day before yesterday…but darling if you read this just thanks for staying. i know i hurt you but i need you with me! i love you lots k. take care of that sore hand and sorry about your friend.

Manchester United ROCKS!

very! it’s kinda crazy lately. haven’t blogged in almost a week i think. sigh. i’ve got TONNES to do! last week passed so quickly…Pn Seah retired already…and that Mr. Clement’s classes aren’t so bad. we’re the ones always making it hard for him! today Victoria wasn’t around so my name kena called about 4 times. Jasmine kept count but class was HILARIOUS! water?? "i took a bath!" LOL.

this whole Aqua Grandeza thing is actually moving. that Niro ar…bagi problem sangat la. and it’s so weird talking to Alan again. i was almost shaking when he called yesterday.

talking to Michael again. he looks like one of those jocks you see on the average American field. with or without his curls. ahaha. everything has been so jumbled up and so fun! i managed to slip pass Mrs. Mah’s sharp eye! i didn’t finish my add. maths. but i didn’t get called so PHEW!!! crazy life i lead.

Yay! Zidane got the Golden Ball award thing. i am so proud of him! the other guys deserved to be butted for calling Zinedine a son of a terrorist. can you believe how IDIOTICALLY HORRIBLE AND EVIL the italians are? they should just stick to making pasta. for goodness’ sakes.

nothing else much. Lolly was cool on sunday! Carolyn is DAMN funny okay! she’s nuts. she got the same shirt i have too. LOL. anyway i shall sign off now! love who i love…(Twinkles is my number One!)

i haven’t blogged in a few days. LOL. been extra busy with the whole academic week thing. so dumb. there’s an inter-class debate tomorrow motioned ‘THE INTERNET IS A BANE TO SOCIETY’ and i have to say it’s the dumbest most unfair topic in the world (but i got the better side i think) so whee! there goes!

my heart’s been broken. can you imagine? Netherlands losing then Brazil and now Germany?? IT’S CRAZY! at least the French won yesterday’s match. sigh.

i love tosai!! and the tosai planta is good too. Zalifah your hands are SO VERY CUTE. i have to say that! and Laura please do something about your finger INSTEAD OF PUTTING PAPAYA ON IT! you’re probably allergic to papaya that’s why. anyway it was so fun performing with you and Syahirah today. hilarious joke. LOL!

omygosh Twinkles your pasta is EXTREMELY good. i am wondering why you didn’t become a cook or a chef or something?? it tasted heavenly, with the carrots and sausages and mushrooms. too much isn’t bad. no worries. i loved it good!

nothing else for me to say here…gotta go! love my twinkles!