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they’re supposed to be my friends…i try so hard to keep the friendship alive…but they take and take and all they expect from me is to give. i’ve given…my friendship with ***e** is already shaking. we were so strong. together at everything…but they stole her away from me and they still want me to let go. i have nothing to hold…she’s theirs. and if that’s not enough they just want me gone. ***e* made it worse. now ****e*** thinks i ruined her chance of having him even though it’s not bloody my fault. why is life like this? thank God and thank Heavens LEO games is tomorrow…i get to play hard and have fun if i can! my Twinkles is still in *e**** though. it’s DAMN SAD here without ***. LOL. i censor too much. but it’s kinda cool. i love stars. my  twinkles is a star ***self.

life sucks when nothing is going your way…thank God not everyone is like ‘them’. not all of them are like that anyway. today’s Leo meetings were kinda fun. victoria don’t forget seaweed tomorrow…and sara.t. don’t forget my nerds! LOL. damn funny.

poor Laura though. she’s got TONNES to do. now teacher doesn’t wanna help us anymore…all of us have to do it on our own. but again…prayers work it all out! **Jesus you are my best friend…**

this shade of green is really nice. MAN UTD. RAWKS!! wayne rooney is the bomb! Nistelrooy only played in the second half. damn stupid. Ryan’s hair sucks right now. *lisa what the *e** are you doing to him? you suck!* i wish everything were different…if only i had the world in my hands… *sigh*

anyway…there’s nothing else to say. i’m really really tired now…got SO much researching to do right now. sheesh…holidays are the busiest! wonder what Ashikin is doing. kinda miss that girl. at least she’s a good pal…willing to be there and help if she can.

i will and i do love those who deserve my love.-**e***