and only Ashikin will know who ***** IS….! LOL!

but anyway…i love you Twinkles! thanks for everything…it was so so nice. thanks a lot! i wish you wouldn’t be late though. waiting makes me kinda nervous.

life is a drag…exams are this saturday..! i am only half ready…and that’s the mental part. the intellectual side of my brain is empty LOL. got LSS this saturday also…haiya. everything HAD TO clash!

can’t wait to go hang out with Noreen though. i have to return her boots! the rest of the gang, no offence…can annoy me sometimes! THEY WERE JUST IGNORING ME that day. makes me feel caring about them isn’t worth. only Noreen would care if i made a face. haihzzz…sorry guys.

well anyway there is nothing else to say except MANCHESTER UNITED ROCKS! they did so well…4-0 playing Wigan for the carling cup! yeah!

ryan cabrera rawks too. signing off as the brat.

aww all my honey bunnies did well today. can’t help but be super proud! *sniffles* ahaha…guess who was actually sniffing today?!!!!? Matthew Pang! the walking dictionary, thesaurus, encyclopedia…whatcamacallit you name it he’s a smart ass! *hippocamelophantocamelos* just felt like saying that. Gayatri rawked OI today man!!

Laura did great at extemp…Shivani Hitakshi Dila and Wing Yann were great too. man these guys…berani giler babeng!

i love you twinkles. i am talking to isabelle right now…and i just realized…if i ever cause myself to lose you…i would regret it for the rest of my whole fureeking life! i love you crazy nuts forever! my heart bleeds when yours does…i breathe for you everyday.

main thing was Forensics…******* didn’t turn up today! the bad luck charm went away…and the not so wonderful Amelia Chan took her place (only as supporter) but everything turned out great! (yes Laura you know it’s me that brought the GOOD luck, don’t deny it, although i MAY be full of myself!)

poor shivani…must be exhausted aren’t you?? anyway you know i love yah!! you were all shaky today but you rawk~! beat matthew pang like crap! YAYYYYY!!!

WELL ALTHOUGH yesterday wasnt good i’m glad it’s over now…love who i love. pray for me people! i CANNOT lose me voice before sunday. alleluia the lord is good!

yeah…those assholes broke my radio antenna then say i did it! ugh. idiots. everyone saw you guys take a perfectly functioning radio from me! showing us a FAKE permission slip..then saying we gave you permission to dance. if we get into trouble i’m seriously going to BASH WHATEVER’S LEFT OF YOUR BRAINS UP! dahlah in the last class…wanna lie and tell your parents all kinds of shit. real ****** up asses.

hmm…sorry didnt get to see you today honey pie…but you did not wake up so i really didnt wanna disturb you…cuz you have lots of things to do…i know you’re busy. going to see grandpa today huh? LOL.

MCC is this saturday!!! and i am feeling it so bad. Forensics began today…Laura ain ‘t picking up my call. sheesh. annoying lar…i wanna know what happened!! going tomorrow so i won’t be in school for the whole day. *sigh* got add. maths and bio tmr. HAIYA. but next week gonna semangat study giler!

there’s nothing else to say…not much anyway. life’s just gonna be around the same…love who i love…can’t wait for saturday and sunday! uskah!!

SIGNING OFF,

The Blue Panda girl, amelia.

i’m kinda going crazy about pink right now…besides purple pink is THE colour! i’m annoying some of my friends…and myself too. scrabble competition was not boring but it was definitely NOT fun either! i lost two games outta three. sheesh. so much for those weeks of practise…haiyak. La Salle is UNBELIEVABLY good at scrabble! not all of them i guess…but those three dudes we went against…man i felt like crying!

twinkles…you rock! and everyone knows who you are now. no worries though. if they ever told about me….i’d make their lives a living hell. i swear! i never wanna hurt you ever again. you are the sweetest thing alive!

*why do you have to come??? i don’t like you k…but i know unless i’m pregnant you’ll continue coming. sheesh. buat kacau aje…* tiba tiba at smk sa samad come and visit me, that stupid feller…make me worry like shit! (haha…i can see those faces!)

oh no….i know it’s a bit too late but WHY??? 85 years gone down the drain… Manchester United…BUCK UP! you guys have to!! aarrrrggghhhhh… i wanna kill Liverpool.

i just realized…so many people hate that girl in my school. whole of my class doesn’t like her…adila tira kai liyana also don’t like her…the form threes themselves also don’t like her…PADAN MUKA DIA. pegi mati la lu! budak tak guna! she should go to some handicapped school or something. but i HONESTLY think the handicapped people are SO MUCH MORE SPECIAL AND CUTER AND HOTTER THAN SHE IS!!! DUWHHH!! and about her boyfriend?? EVEN A RETARD WOULDN’T WANT HIM!!! sheesh. such a childish ass. WITH NO BALLS.

hope laura’s doing okay. I CAN’T WAIT TO TAKE THE LEO AND ELDS PICS!! i missed my class photo today… damnit. damnit. damnit. i’m so damn cranky now okay! HAIYA. MCC is on saturday! i’m fureeking out already man… haihz. going for forensics on friday if i’m allowed to. do all participants have to go everyday??? anyone?

got alot of things to bring tomorrow ler…haiya. anyway gotta go now. all my love to twinkles…my pals..ryan and manchester united!!!

i’m going NUTS!!! sheesh…i’ve got loads to worry about. this Forensics thing is killing me..and i’m not even participating! poor Laura…low blood pressure? she freaks me out way good man. she kills me. one day it’s mr. worm then the next day her head is numb! omigod.

thanks for just now twinkles love. you rock and you’re the most adorable thing i’ve ever loved…you’re the only thing i’ve loved so so much…it’s crazy how my love for you overcomes pain and hurt…knowing i’ll get plenty of hugs and kisses soon it’s driving me even more nuts!!

i haven’t blogged here in ages…i’ve been crazy busy and it’s driving me down a hole. not up the wall because i dare not defy gravity. physics is already kicking me in the ass damn good.

anyway whoever’s reading this thanks for reading….and give me a hug next time you see me! (LOL shivani….twinkles is obviously a nickname for my current beau…ask Fran. then SHUT UP about it cuz if not…i’ll be the one shutting up totally.)

MANCHESTER UNITED ROCKS whatever way! *salute* Alan Smith *salute* -amelia chan-

yeah i had a lot of assignments to hand in today…freak out for no reason in the end. EST one postponed, moral one handed in…our LEO thing tak begitu jadi…sheesh. ahaha…now i know the real reason Laura waas crying! *if laura you’re reading this….i’m not fond of her either! and she’s nothing without you lar…*

Valentine’s day…today didn’t feel much like it except the beginning… …puan shanthy screamed at us asked us to leave the class called us liars and not students and dunno what crap! when i apologized i started crying…somehow i guess that touched her. she did not look at me in the face and scream anymore! ahaha….she was so damn fureeking pissed still. damn scary!

gave all my pals a lil’ something today…and Paul thanks for the valentine thing! i still wonder though why you got time to write me that. kinda’ sweet!

love my twinkles! chocolates are lovely! and i love myself too LOL.

ugh that Ma****n girl looks damn nerdy. like gonna cry type of person like that! sheesh. she annoys me although for no reason. LOL. i’m PMSing right now man…haiya.

nothing else to write except HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY TO ALL THE LOVERS IN THE WORLD…and to all my loving pals that i love. you guys rock…in my heart always…not forgetting twinkles k.

ahaha,,,just wanted to say i’m still alive and damn busy!!!

eh that AT feller got no balls. he’s damn sissy and damn lame. chicken butt also better man! he only called ryan gay cuz he wants to be gay with ryan. so obvious. all my love to twinkles. gotta go.

probably fuhreeked everyone at where you were out good didn’t you??

you’re so funny and oh i love ice lollies. i wonder why you asked LOL.

nothing much to write. anyone thinks i should join the zone level scrabble competition??

yeah cuz adila sayang gave me the webmessenger link. i never knew it before YAY!!! now i can go online and online giler giler LOL. i’ve missed IMing like nuts!!! aarrrrgghhh.

i love you twinkles. i wonder why you woke up so early today. 1pm something i got your sms edi. sorry sayang still at school then..hope you feeling alright. Eric boy is so so cute lar. you made me so geram yesterday you know cuz i only got to say hi but you were at dinner with him. haihzzz.you’re in town now and i can’t call you. Sad.

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all my love to man utd and rc fans. forever. and to my baby too.