IT is finally in existence. I was just wondering who else would use the ones on FRIENDSTER anymore.
But anyway’s if you’re interested drop a comment on my page. Not going to link it here because i’ve had weirdoes drop weird comments here already!
Hasta la vista @ blospot!
Friday the 24th of October
Absolutely awesome. I had classes in the morning but 12pm onwards was so fun! It was all rush here, rush there getting to Renaissance Hotel, KL. A little stressed up as well waiting for Charity but i had CarolynLove to keep me going. The boys were hilarious! Jason drives TOO politely to be called a Malaysian driver. And Tatsuki.. the ever caring Japanese back-seat passenger. 
Well the 63rd UN Day celebrations were wonderful. It was romantic and fun and glamourous in it’s own way. We had a lot of fun performing and practising and just hanging out among ourselves.. My 9 pals for UN are GREAT to talk to! The topic kept going back to strippers, LOL, but it was fun, i won’t deny it. The food they served was DEEEEELICIOUS! Quiche was a favourite. 
After the UN thing we walked and train-ed to Ameera’s open house. Tats, Shaz, Charity and Tiongkie are awesome public-transport-pals! It was fun. The best part of my day honestly was being with Tiongkieeeee. She’s great at comforting me and just being there for me.
Saturday the 25th of October
The morning was a chilling one. Woke up late. But afternoon i had a SASA event. Mr Muthalib was sooo cool. He’s good at what he does and i learnt a heck lot about films and movies, and i’ve decided to watch at least ONE Malaysian movie. The evening.. was usual. Clase de Espanol and mass. Then Shazlinaah’s place for her open house! That was fun too. SO many people! And Shaz’s house was AWESOMELY HUGE! 
Sunday the 26th of October
Sunday school! Started off pretty well. They ACTUALLY listened quietly I also tried teaching them Away in A Manger, but.. they were only alright. But considering they’re 5.. i’ll take it. I missed Yew Li An but Stephanie was there and she was always around me so i was alright. Then we had the rooftop event. I had SOOO much to eat and Bernice and i caught up on things. It was fun being with her today.
Went shopping with Ally and Bryan. I got some new sandals at Nichii. Sweet. Then we went for mass.. and because Ally and i were late for mass we were chatting outside. Catching up with my big sister is ALWAYS awesome.
Then it was Mun Mun’s 21st birthday party! That was so cool. Uncles and aunts around. I had Australian beer. It’s very light and still strong.. i cocktailed it with some other pop-drinks so it was all cool.
NOW, I am absolutely stuffed and sooooo sleepy. But i thank Jesus and all the people who made it wonderful for me the past few days. UN people, the people at Ameera’s, Sunday School, family.. I love you guys loads.
It’s Sunday, the 7th of December. I only just woke up from a very very long nap. Enjoyed EVERY bit of it thoroughly! But only because i’ve been out with super, super fun people and exhausted myself doing awesome stuff.
Let’s move backward. (: Before i napped i was out in OU with Carolyn and Adelyn! They are both so so adorable..and we had an awesome time. Carolyn’s birthday yesterday so i got her flowers and a balloon with stuff written on it. At least 10 people are wiser of her birthday. xD We went to Italiannies for lunch and had awesome Italian meatballs. More so, because there was a piece of metal in it and the whole bill was free. Accidental, i know. Italiannies won’t do it again. BUT we all came out of there feeling like the world had turned turtle. Hilarious that we didn’t have to pay for all that good grub! Gave a tip instead.
Last night was THE night. La Bodega’s @ Telawi. With my spanish-speaking counterparts and lecturers, and of course, my special someone. ;) For one night, i didn’t feel too annoyed with people smoking right next to me. Maybe it was because they do it all over Spain, and is more of a cultural thing. I went home smelling like a cigarette, but this time it didn’t matter so much because the smokers were AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME people. I don’t mind being out with these people again at all, although i was the youngest and i don’t really do what they do. It’s funny how good food brings people together. And of course, alcohol. Someone said the red wine stained my lips, but i only had one glass. 
Had to sing this morning. GOD does keep an eye on me.
Someone also got cupcakes and a card, for being a wonderful, wonderful person to love! I gave a whole lot more to my lecturers and stuff, and they didn’t believe i made them. Well i DID, and i’m proud of myself. Though i now hate cooking white chocolate. Spoilt things. xD
Ladis said i aced the Spanish test i took yesterday afternoon, so i won’t say too much about them.
CAROLYN, I love you I hope you had a great 18th birthday, with at least me.
Hitakshi, Ashikin, Adila especially, i miss you guys LOADS. I am so jealous that Hitakshi ALREADY went to SIngapore without me and the other two might end up in Langkawi without me as well..but i love you guys whatever it is and have loads loads loads of fun.
Ladis y Susana, muchas gracias para todo vosotros hois hecho para nosotros!
Hugs for Mattie! Oh and Kenny as well, for the niggerballs recipe.
I LOVE YOU GUYS. YOU MAKE MY WORLD GO ROUND!
I woke up today and i was fine.
Then i went to class and it all began! The sneezing and nose-itching and eye-watering and the feeling horrible. It’s been a YEAR since i felt as bad as that!
After Law i went to eat with Bel Mich and Janice… and then when i got back to KPD I was going to fall. Though Carolyn got there and gave me huggies and so did Pon! Everyone seemed concerned in their own little ways and i just wanted to say thanks for helping me feel loved on the worst day of my year.
Michelle, Belinda, Shaz, Pon, Jonathan, Alex! Thanks!
OH AND CAROLYN! I love your shoulder and cuddles thank YOU most!
Darn. I thought this post was going to be a happy, oh-so-in-love one… then you ruined it just by not being able to be there.
Last night i enjoyed thoroughly. I was with my older sister and being silly at the Sunday School party. I was ACTUALLY allowed that short checkered dress! Ally and i were giggling the night away, took pictures and all that stuff. She got to drive mom’s car for the first time and the food was good. Awesome. Keith was around and he was quite the man, since Alex and Bryan were not. It was just kind of girl-time with Ally and my mom at a new place. Lovely.
Then i went off for Joce’s birthday party. I did not fit in at all.. but i was with someone special so i was comfortable enough to want to stay longer. And she treated me really well. Only ever left me when she needed to. I’ll say.. i fell in love again.
Which is why i feel so rotten now. I tell you, LOVE BITES. Children, stay away from it if you can. For as long as possible anyway. I saw him last night and i will say, i did not like him being existent in one way or another. If i could, i would have turned green. And today she can’t even be there for me though i just really want her. Nothing else. It’s not too much to ask, is it? I was dreaming of you, darling, just an hour ago.. and i wake up and i’m robbed of it. Gone.
You don’t know how much that must hurt.
There’s too much i want to say.
It’s probably the damned PMS thing we women have, right? And my whole load of work for the UN which i honestly enjoy. And the fact that she didn’t even bother to hug me before she left today.
She’s not even back yet. I am so upset.
It’s crazy how one person can affect another so badly, right? I hate feeling lousy like this. But i can’t help it.
I only wish she could understand better.
I just want to see my girls tomorrow and think about that UN Day poem thing. Play a game now with Mattie and chill out. Go to bed and forget about what i can’t control.
HUG ME!
31st August 2008. Malaysia’s 51st Independence Day, and a very weird day in my own life. Fun, but weird too. All part of life, i’m guessing.
In the morning i went to church with Charity. It was REALLY far away and REALLY REALLY different! The experience was deafening. xD I learnt a lot of new things, that’s for sure.. especially not to give your number to someone who’s ‘SO sure you’re the right girl for him’ after knowing you for about, 5 minutes. Sleazy, or what? There were other circumstances of course, but i still feel really idiotic. NEVER again will i do that. I am an idiot. Self-proclaimed, but it’s true.
It was like, 4pm by the time i got home. I had time to shower, hug someone and get ready to go see Mia and You Sop. That was fun too! We took the Ikano bus and i told them all about my Prince Charles. xD The two Korean girls are really really fun and they’re all so friendly and not the slightest bit pretentious. We watched THE LOVE GURU, which is ABSOLUTELY DUMBLY HILARIOUS! Hats off to Mike Myers. Then we came back here (WE being Noreen, Amelia, Carolyn and Adeline) in a stuffed car. 10 of us in the Fortuner! Noreen and I lost our butts for a few moments. Dropped the two Koreans at the LRT station then went to Kayu for dinner. Then came home.. and PLAYED TILL 3 AM!
WOOT!
Still feeling a bit darned from the 4 hour sleep.
But i had a good time and i love you guys
UHUH. BLOODY ANNOYING I TELL YOU! But don’t worry, hormonally imbalanced as i am, i won’t be violent. I’m an animal-rights activist (YEAH, even for cats xD )
Yesterday was so fun. We had a surprise birthday party for Jeya. Kudos to the two dolls Mabel and Piki. They did surprisingly well and we had a good SILLY time at Chillis. Wen Yuin and I play only!
It was really fun to then hang out with Isabelle and Noreen and all of them. Walking for ages to look for drinks. Ended up with just water from Jusco. DAMN DUMB! Then went to Big Apple but i sat outside just observing people.. and criticising. Bad bad girl. But so fun la. Cuz i had someone sitting with me ma.
Yupp. That person really made my day. We had something like a fight the day before but i didn’t know what to do. I’m just glad we’re alright now and i’m in love.
la la la-ness. woot!
I think about you all day.
And i love you so much.
But this is not going anywhere.
I don’t get you.
You don’t get me.
Our love is almost.. superficial.
It hurts to admit, but i have to.
You do what i don’t do, and you don’t do what i do.
And i’m tired of trying to control you because i know how that will end up.
But it’s not me to not hold you with reins. I’m sorry.
I just want us to be okay again.
And i’m sorry i didn’t tell you earlier but i love you too.
I feel like letting go.
The littlest response warms my heart.. but i don’t get what i expect.
Is it my own fault? Am i wanting too much? Did i misunderstand?
Who knows? I just love you.
